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学会宽容别人的过错，就是学会善待自己。仇恨只能永远让你的心灵生活在黑暗之中；而宽容却能让你的心灵获得自由，获得解放。宽容别人的过错，可以让你的生活更轻松愉…

there comes a point in ur life whn u reAlize ...

恩膏的教训 - 与神同行

special thx to Catherine Loo&Nicholas Mok for the lovely Bible =)

(next time i wan wif the LV leather de,ok?) @_@"

谢谢你们！

谢谢主！

Impact Connections Sdn Bhd.

http://www.ipc.com.my/

ur HK Modeling Career is ON!! look at tis!!

to those who dunno who i am,im April Yong..
to those who knows me,im turning to be permanent staff for Impact Connections Sdn Bhd. (Modeling Agency)
Our company having a big project frm Hong Kong Modeling agency. they need us to prepare at least 100gals&guys to role with,drama series,shows,events,talents...ect

to those who being interested,u have to shoot by our in-house photographer for our company profile..cloths on ur own,make up on ur own (if u're not good in make-up,we'll help u up,dun worry)

onli RM300 will be charge n we'll free for u an A4 photo n a CD of 15-20 copies of ur best shots.
Our office is with studio,at Bandar Puteri Puchong.

email me at: aprilyong@ipc.com.my
HURRY UP!! Tis is not a JOKE!!1st come,1st serve!!

开心的事！

他，刚打点给我。。我高兴到~~~~~~！！
虽然他只问我，需要帮我拿隐形眼镜吗。。我依然的开心。。
请记住这一刻，我还是幸福的 XD

那一天呢？

一切还是没改变，我依然等待着那一天
我没发现。。时间已过了一瞬间
我好怀念，你每次对我傻傻脸
多希望你能陪我一起生活。。
永远期待你的出现。。
就让我们在梦里面再次的，相见！

“情”

有朋友问我，没了感情，就等于没了爱，那会好吗？

我的回答，我现在，没有了感情，也输了爱情。。难道，这样会更好过吗？

i finally found..

im superb happy whn i found 2tickets of M.U tickets!!
but,he doesnt wanna watch anymore..
he told me its Xpensive n far view,not worth to watch..
hmmm... tht's my onli reason i could call him n ask him out wif me..
but now,gone.. wOw! wht a bad day =)

suddenly

"人无感情有多好，像个机械没烦恼..."

beloved photographers...

thx for all the Japan GT's photos..

reali luv it alots cuz most of the pics is damn leng =)

japan GT @ sepang

workin wif my buddyss on Japan GT event... im smiling wif unhappiness.. was very tough whn i work tis event not bcuz of tiring,its bcuz of ... my love its almost 2nd week,we stil contacting wif each other.. but,most of the time is i called him/sms him... i've asked him,does he felt tht im so frustrating,n he said NO. im happy wif tht answer whn i 1st heard,but... is he "layan" me onli..? i tot these 2weeks i'll be more better,but... looks lik stil the same. at least,i can eat now.. whteva things happen,i muz remind myself,the punisment tht im having now,its wht i deserved! i cant blame any1 but myself.. he's a GOD to me cuz giving me many chances n i done the same old mistake again,n ... again! thx for the past chances tht u gave me.. i'll be better person. . . thx to you,my darling forever-ND

thx for evey1's support!!

day 1..

im stil alrite w/o ciggi..
but after every meal,i'll feel lik wanna go shit!
is bcuz im too use to it wif after meal need to hv a smoke..
whn i was wid my love,im ok..bcuz he's wif me..
but now,i hv to walk alone,i need frens support so much more!
jogging later..hope to jogg more n more!

u mightnot knw..im goin off

dudes n frens,
im reali deep deep down tis week..
thx for all the supporting msg frm u'all..

im goin oversea to hv a permenent job thr..
i hv to attend traning for 1month b4 i work..
if im ok wif the new place im goin, i'll be staying thr rite after the training..
i memang tak sampai hati my frens,mom,sis n my beloved grandma (cuz she's start to recognize me)
n of cuz,i will miss my love,ND very much!!

counting down,10more days to go...
every drama wil ends wif their luv coming back to them,n i knw definately not on me =)

every gals believe in fairy tales,so do i
but...
tis is the onli way i can 4get my pain,i'll bring tis pain to heal myself,n change it to a better person.. but,tht time comes,he totally 4get about me anymore..

plz,dun 4get about me!! i reali dun hope u 4get our feelings..
i miss the time tht u sing for me (even its not so nice) hehehe...
i miss those days i teman u to basketball..
i miss reading Kuong Ming's newspaper of entertaiment side..
i miss pSp's game of Worms..
i miss ur smell,ur room,ur toilet n ur home..
i miss yanyan,clemant,ur big n 2nd sis,ur mom n dad..
n many things tht i missed out,i miss it!

n of cuz,i miss u..

a jogging evening wif Esther...

whn some1 ask me to jog,i'll scold them CRAZEE...
but tis evening,i went jogging wif 1 of my fren..
im listening my ipod n crying whn jogging..
its very stupid but i cant control myself of spreading my tears out!!

y i jogg?
smoker,dun hv much "stamina"..
i need to jogg more n gain my stamina n quit smoking..
i juz talk n dint do it whn my love stil wif me.. BUT NOW,i need to do it b4 i speaks..

did i feel depress now? did i feel scared now? yes,i am! but,tis time,im not pormising any1,im promising myself,i'll definately can rid out off ciggrattes..

i wish he will slp well every nite
i wish he will not give up on me
i wish he will wait me
i wish,he's still loving me

i'll do it before i speaks,
sincerly frm April Yong

我再也走不动了

i cant continue my journey w/o him..
i cant do anything w/o him..
i cant sleep peacefully w/o him..
i cant breath happily w/o him..
i cant get back myself w/o him..
i cant laugh w/o him..
i cant get him outta my mind..

幸福和开心，不是一直都在跟着我吗？
为什么，它忽然之间，走了？

我，抵死！我，该承受！
但，我很辛苦！
如果我不放开他，他更辛苦！

我，知错了。。
但，一切已太迟了。。。